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[Gwen Cooper is a whore at the Bullseye Saloon/Brothel.]

Suppose it’s good I don’t remember my husband or anything of that matter.

[Voices of men (and some women) can be heard.]

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Gwen and all my other muses.

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[ If your outside you may notice the brunette walking about, she's not really going anywhere, just walking around. She's actually rather bored and sits down at a bench and takes out the journal. ]

Sometimes I wonder..

Why did you choose this character to write about/roleplay?

( Some of this may sound a bit lame and silly but.. )

Muse: Gwen Cooper
Word Count: 733

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[ After her chat with Jack and some others a few days ago she knew it'd be useless to continue her search for the meaning behind all this but still she started. Just a bit - she went back through the journal and it just seemed to go on and on like Jack said it did. After staying up all night going though the thing and only finding dead ends Gwen Cooper had, had enough and just needed a drink and needed to get her mind off of it all. So Gwen Cooper decided to head down to the bar for a drink - she has the notebook with her just in case she wants to look through it anymore. Once inside the bar Gwen took the first seat she saw and ordered herself a drink. ]

Someone please distract me. [ she rambles off to herself as she takes a sip from her drink ]

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[ Gwen paces back and forth in front of the bed in her room. The journal is open but she doesn't realize as she starts to talk to herself. ]

Bloody mad this place! Taking everyone away then brining them back, just glad Jack is our Jack this time. Gotta figure this out.

[ Gwen is going over some of the stuff that has happened here and being stubborn by nature she's determined to figure it all out - not that she ever will but she thinks she can and will try. ]

What time and place that you've never been to, would you most want to visit?

Like to say that I'd like to visit the past. I would like to see where Jack came from and all that he went through. He keeps so much secret from us that I want to know more but I know he'll never fully tell me everything. If I could just go back in the past and see his life then I'd know just exactly who he really is.

I'd also like to be able to go back and visit with some of my family and meet ones alive before my time. See my family has deep roots in Cardiff and would be a bit interesting just to see how things were back then and how they lived. One person I'd really like to meet is one of my relatives Gwyneth. My parents actually named me after her. Said she was poor soul who died at a young age. Heard her parents died and she was taken in by an owner of a funeral parlour, the rest of my family was living in different areas at that time so they couldn't take her up. I could only imagine how alone she must've felt, feelin' like she has no family. I'd like to go back and tell her that she does have a family that loves her and will remember her and even name another child after her one day. Suppose I'd like to bring some comfort into her life as it always has sounded somewhat sad to me. No one is even really sure of how she died just that she died one night at the funeral parlour. Even the one who took her in, the man who owned the parlour died that night. I'd like to see what happened as it's always been one of our family mysteries.

Muse: Gwen Cooper
Fandom: Torchwood
Word Count: 299

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[ So Gwen is walking down the hall and seems to be hearing a lot of people getting hurt and what not. Strange yea? Then all of a sudden she trips and falls into the wall. A big thud and she’s now on the ground. It seemed like such a little fall but for some reasons her hands didn’t block the fall the right way and she was in A LOT of pain. She could start to see a few buries form on her arms. Then as Gwen tried to stand up she trips again and falls back on her arse which is now in A LOT of pain. She could only imagine the burse that will be down there. ]

Uhh...

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[ Ok so Gwen has been a bit quiet lately. Just trying to figure out stuff while being at this castle which wow she is a bit overwhelmed by it all right now. Especially after the caste turned into a space ship and there was zombies and well she got stuck with John Hart, not her first choice at all of who to work with. Though he did end up being handy. Since then Gwen has been quiet. She’s been walking around and taking note of stuff around her as she wants to somehow figure this place out.

Gwen heads out of her room and down the hallways of the castle. Another strange thing yet again! Now the castle is filled with pies and the numbers of PI are everywhere! ]

This place.  [ Gwen sighs and shakes her head as she continued to walk. ]


[ OOC: Open to anyone if they feel like running into Gwen in the hallway. ]

Rhys asked Gwen how her day was and when she went to respond she couldn’t. She lost the words to form a sentence. Truth be told her day was hell and she just couldn’t talk about it. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to share it with him but there was no way she could, how could he ever understand?

Rhys was great, he treated her better then she should ever be treated yet still at times she had trouble talking to him. The common bloke Rhys now knew all about Torchwood and Gwen’s life tracking down aliens and all the danger she faced each and every day yet still there was an awkward place between them at times. It wasn’t that she didn’t love him, she did. The feisty women discovered some time ago that Rhys was the right one for her and would always stand by her no matter what. Who else would do that for her? He had a heart of gold and she could see that. Though still at moments like this she was at a loose for words.

“Lost my pen today.” She said carrying on her way past him and towards the bedroom. He just looked at her with a silly smile plastered on his face as he just thought she was trying to joke around with him but the truth was she just didn’t want to tell him the truth about her day.

Muse: Gwen
Fandom: Torchwood
Word Count: 240

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Right….um so the sky is gone? Seen some mad things myself before but this is just …[ pauses…doesn’t really know what to say. ]

Has anyone else’s windows sort’ve changed into none windows? And this place is starting to look like a bloody spaceship! What’s up with that?

[ Peeks head out bedroom door to see the changes in the hallways of the castle. ]

Yep, spaceship lookin’ aright.

Why not? Even though I'm not around as much but yea.

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[ Gwen sighs as she paces in her room. ]

There's a great big rock thing outside and Jack is gone? How the hell does that happen? I thought we could never leave this place yet somehow he's gone.

[ Gwen is sad, very sad that Jack is gone. ]

I need a drink, if anyone wants to join me at the bar.

[ Gwen heads out of her room and down to the bar. Once in she sits down and orders a drink. ]

Gwen leaned in as Rhys planted a kiss on her lips. It wasn’t a kiss of passion or desire. It was a kiss of comfort and insurance. It was the insurance that he’d be there no matter what. That was exactly what Gwen Williams needed at this very moment. She needed that reassurance from Rhys. Just to be held in his arms and be told that everything was going to be alright.

Rhys pulled Gwen into his arms as they sat on the couch watching the tele. Gwen wasn’t paying much attention to what was on, she didn’t care. She buried her head into Rhys’ chest and closed her eyes. Gwen could feel Rhys shift a bit from his position and then she felt his lips on her forehead as he gave her a soft kiss. “Love you.” Rhys said in a caring voice.

“I know.” Gwen responded back. “That’s why I’m here.” A tiny smile formed across her lips and then she drifted into a light sleep. Being in Rhys’ arms was the one thing that calmed the Welsh woman after the recent events at Torchwood. Every night when she’d come home after seeing something terrible she knew that she could curl into Rhys’ arms and feel secure. He was her rock.

Muse: Gwen Cooper
Fandom: Torchwood
Word Count: 213

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[Looks down at hand and notices the ring on her finger.]

Know I should’ve noticed this before but well with all the crazyness going on; waking up in strange hotel, having a fox thing in room, fox thing turning into stuffed animal and now being in a castle. Well, let’s just say that I didn’t notice my finger. So would someone like to tell me why I’m wearing an engagement ring?

[looks down at ring again.]

Is that something else that this place does? Makes you bride to some evil being?

( Tosh )

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[Sound of bed sheets moving as Gwen turns over in the bed. Slowly her eyes open and she takes a good look at the ceiling.]

Huh?

[Gwen jumps up out of the bed. There is the sound of bare feet hitting the ground as she walks around the room trying to make sense of it all.]

What the hell...

[Confused look placed upon Gwen's face as she moves over towards the desk. There was a red and white ball on the desk along with a few booklets and a journal that was open.]

Right, ok. long pause] So I'm in some hotel. What the hell happened last night.

[Gwen picks up the red and white ball. Next thing she knows there is a light coming from the ball as it opens. ]

What? [Gwen blinks and then see's the fox like creature in front of her (Vulpix)]

That's it! I've gone mad, completely mad. I'm a nutter. Looks like a fox but that definitely isn't a fox. There's a bloody alien in my room!

[ OOC: Just a short little piece on Gwen's thoughts when she danced with Jack at her wedding. I always thought they had a somewhat special moment there ]

He asked if he could cut in and placed his hand upon my waist. I felt something like a surge of energy flow through my body - this was not right at all! I had just gotten married and my husband was standing not too far away but I couldn’t help but stare into those gorgeous eyes of his. The way Jack looked at me felt as if he was looking into my soul, we seemed to fit in some strange way, yet it will never be. Though maybe, the way he’s looking at me now as we dance tells me something different, something that is wrong and can’t be.

We are both so consumed in the moment that I barely notice Ianto coming up to us. He asks to cut in and of course I agree. What else am I suppose to do? It is better this way. I always knew it was better this way just sometimes he makes it so hard to think otherwise.

Muse: Gwen
Fandom: Torchwood
Word Count: 167

Gwen was always different then the others girls, she was always tough and stubborn even as a little girl. In high school she didn’t care about makeup and fashion as much as the other girls. Sure, she still put on makeup and dressed nice but it wasn’t something she went out of her way for. Gwen cared more about helping people then those other things that girls cared so much about which put her somewhat on the outside. If anyone was ever getting bullied around she’d step up and tell the bully off, she wouldn’t take any of that which often lead her to getting into trouble and people not liking her. Some of the other girls were even scared of her since she was so tough, Gwen Cooper would never back down.

Even as Gwen joined the police she still didn’t feel like she completely fit in. Her position was so small and minor that she was as “important”. She still did get to help people and do good but it wasn’t what she’d always thought she’d do. But she was willing to give that up to start a family with Rhys, she knew getting a desk job would be completely different then what she originally wanted but it was the right thing to do to start a family.

Then one day the tough women met a man that changed her world. Because of that man and the world he brought her into she finally felt like she was part of something, like she fitted in. She finally knew her place in the world and was content with it. There was times she was unsure if she could go on anymore but she knew deep down this was where she needed to be, she needed to work for Torchwood and help others. She stuff that she never dreamed off, stuff she never wanted to see but she also helped people and saved lives. She was finally part of something that she wanted to be part of.

Word Count: 337
Muse: Gwen Cooper
Fandom: Torchwood

1. The way he looks at me.
2. His rants - need I say more.
3. His support
4. Supporting the job I do
5. Knowing that I'll always come home to him no matter what.
6. How stupid he can be at times his imperfections
7. When I come home and he has a dinner waiting.
8. When we go out for a meal.
9. Sitting on the cough watching the tele together.
10. The way his eyes look when he says "I love you."